I sincerely wish I had better news to share…my heart is bleeding. 

 

My Miss Fighter Bean(BHRR’s Nola), who has defied the most incredible odds – she weighed only 0.38 kgs when this litter was rescued on August 3, 2022, at barely a week old.

 

She weighed the same as the sweet female bean that was lost mere hours after we picked them up & rushed into emergency in Kingston with them. I still cry over that loss, as she literally had no chance when we picked the pups up. We tried so hard, though….she passed away in my loving arms after Cassy held/snuggled her all the way to the Vet & all the way back to get home.

 

Miss Nola was diagnosed with a HM after we rescued this litter and said murmur could get worse or stay the same throughout her life.

 

She is the one that we had to do X-rays on to make sure she did not have a broken pelvis or legs as she could not move as well as her siblings. She was found to be only a bit developmental delayed, which she more than made up for in time!

 

Well, yesterday, Miss Nola crashed and fast. 

 

She is palliative, and I have brought her home to give her what quality time we can for what time we have left. She is in congestive heart failure and has had several seizures. The vets cannot rule out a stroke either, yet we are not going to put her through the stress of a CT scan at this point.

 

She is back home, all tucked up in blankets and on comfy beds, right in the same area beside my desk as she was when she first arrived.

 

Surrounded by all she knows and loves.

 

She is adored, she is safe, and we have one of our trusted Vets on standby – they are mere minutes away visiting friends right now – to come to our home to humanely cross her over when it is time.

This afternoon, she had what many of us in medicine call ‘The Surge,’ and she was up, wagging her tail, knew who we all were, ate, took some treats, drank some, went outside to have a pee & I was privileged to get the best Miss Nola Bean leans…

 

She is not in any pain; she has medications on board and so much love that my heart is bursting.

 

All of The Beans have carved their way into my heart and soul, and as hard as it is adopting them out, having to cross any of them over is hell.

 

If anyone may consider donating to her bills, as always, we would be deeply humbled.

 

 

Please keep her in your thoughts…..she should have had a lifetime of adventures, not only a year…. 

 

She is the sweetest, most gentlest, and kindest of dogs.